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I am thrilled to share Paula Schmitt, The All
Sports Mom with you. Enjoy!
Child of Mine
By Paula Schmitt, The All Sports Mom
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I gaze out the back kitchen window to see you
sitting peacefully under a maple tree, while the leaves are gently
floating to the ground. A robin has perched on a limb and captured
your thoughts. I watch as you smile and reach towards the sky.
I peek out the back door and call to you. You turn to me and our
eyes meet.
I notice your black, satiny hair, and how it
glistens in the sun. Arms up and open, you glide as light as a
feather into my welcoming arms.
I stand and turn to go into our home with you beside me. You hold
out your tiny hand and I take it into mine. I remember the day when
we first met, not that long ago. I had waited many months for that
special day. To see your face, hear you laugh, and to hold you in my
arms.
You will not remember your journey home as you were very young at
the time. It was a very memorable day for me and will not be
forgotten.
As we are walking together you look up and ask, "Mama, does
that birdie have a mama?"
We stop and I kneel down next to you and answer, "Yes
sweetheart. I'm
certain that birdie does have a mama and I would bet that its mama
is very close by."
"I hungry, mama. Do you think the birdie is hungry?" she
asks, squinting in the afternoon sun.
"I am quite sure that the birdie's mama will feed its baby
birdie. Just the way I feed you when you are hungry. Now, how about
some lunch for my hungry little girl."
As we are eating our lunch I know that your inquisitive mind is at
work when you ask, "Mama, why did you choose me to be your
little girl?"
I am speechless at first. I rub my hand over your smooth hair and
reply, "Angel, I prayed for you to find me and I asked God
everyday to help you and here you are. Mama has been truly
blessed."
"Will the other kids find a mama soon?"
Her concern for the other children tells me just how compassionate
my thoughtful little daughter is and I am a very proud mama at this
moment.
"Sweetie, you are very kind to think about all the other
children. I pray, in my heart, that they too, will find a mama and a
loving home."
I watch as she continues to take a bite of her sandwich as she
swings her legs, rhythmically, back and forth under the table
oblivious to my infatuation.
This child of mine so gentle and innocent. I only wish for good
things in your life and that as you grow you may experience the
beauty that surrounds you day by day.
Just like the robin perched in the maple tree.
Paula Schmitt is a writer and mother of five children living in
Vermont. Her columns and essays have appeared in several publications.
Paula's non-fiction book, Living In A Locker Room: A Mom's Tale Of Survival In A Houseful Of Boys will be available May of 2005. Email her at
paula@paulaschmitt.com or visit her at
www.paulaschmitt.com
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